Embedded Nightmares

Sat, 23 May 2009 03:02:57 GMT

Good note: almost done with this 3 wk class. I just have a quiz, paper and presentation, then I am done for this 3wk session. I don't see myself ever doing a 3wk session again it was awful.

I need to get out there again. I need to start dating someone. It just sucks that all the guys in Flag are dumb and overly flaming.

Sat, 16 May 2009 22:36:36 GMT

Hi to all those in LJ world I've neglected. I didn't want to write in here until my life was better. It may have been a couple of years, but my life feels right for the first time in a VERY long time. Stay tuned for real posts from me eventually.

Real entry for the first time in a while

Thu, 29 Nov 2007 18:47:24 GMT

I worry about whats going to happen to me constantly. I havent slept very well lately. I am so excited about the spring, because its a new start. This semester has been so fucked up and i need to just start over. I am glad that I am so comfortable with myself lately and though the past few months have been really rough on me I am happy to make it through it. I know I wouldnt have made it in anyway if it werent for Amy being here with me every step of the way. I know I don't say it near enough, but I really appreciate her and am glad she's here. I have so much fear lately for the future and in the few months of being out, I see that the world is a completely different place for me. I feel discrimination that I never have before, but acceptance from some people for the first time.

On another note, I am terrified about going home. I dont know what that's going to be like. I love being here so much and I feel like I burned so many bridges, that I might have made myself miserable for a month. It will be awesome if my friend kimberly does come out from phoenix, but if not, I'll be so alone. I just can't wait to get past this month and then be done and not have to go home for a very long time. I'm just done with home I dont know where i'm going to end up in the long run, but I know it will not be in Berkeley Heights New Jersey and I am ok with that.

Sonic

Thu, 11 Oct 2007 17:13:07 GMT

stolen from jess 2 years ago

Tue, 10 Jul 2007 23:11:35 GMT

Google Survey

favorite food

favorite drink

favorite color

favorite movie

favorite actress

favorite actor

favorite cd

favorite band

favorite male singer

favorite female singer

favorite music video

favorite tv show

favorite cartoon

favorite magazine

favorite book

favorite school subject

favorite room

favorite vacation spot

favorite person

favorite body part of myself

favorite holiday

favorite emotion

favorite game

favorite thing to do when bored

favorite animal

favorite type of dog

favorite store

favorite thing to dream about

favorite thing in the whole world

The good thing about never writing means that as stupid as this might be youll all read it

Tue, 10 Jul 2007 22:24:40 GMT

1. Take the lyrics to a favourite song.
2. Go to Google Language Tools, translate the lyrics into German, then from German to French and finally from French back into English.
Google Language Tools
3. Post the results in your journal.
4. Invite friends to guess the song based on the interesting new lyrics.

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I posted this a while ago but it never showed up bc i havent posted in so long and didnt know how

Tue, 26 Jun 2007 16:43:13 GMT

HowManyOfMe.com

There are:
6
people with my name
in the U.S.A.

How many have your name?

Im doing this bc amy asked about it a while ago

Tue, 26 Jun 2007 16:38:45 GMT

create your own visited states map
or check out these Google Hacks.

Stolen from Amanda

Fri, 20 Oct 2006 00:13:00 GMT

HowManyOfMe.com

There are:
6
people with my name
in the U.S.A.

How many have your name?

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 22:17:26 GMT

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 16:36:12 GMT

Pick the stereotype that fits u most.
post this with that as the name... this is to help people understand that stereotypes are dumb! and normally are not correct, get to know people dont judge them!

I'm skinny, so I must be anorexic/bulemic.

I'm emo, so I must cut my wrists.

I'm black, so I must have a big dick.

I'm Hispanic, so I must be dirty.

I'm Asian, so I must be smart.

I'm not like everyone else, so I must be a fag.

I'm Jewish, so I must be greedy.

I'm gay, so I must have AIDS.

I'm a lesbian, so I must live in San Francisco.

I'm Arab, so I must be a terrorist.

I'm a single mom, so I must be a slut.

I'm old, so I probably can't drive.

I'm quiet, so I must be a bitch.

I'm overweight, so I most likely have a problem with self control.

I'm religious, so I must shove my beliefs down your throat.

I'm an atheist, so there must be something wrong with me.

I'm republican, so I must not care about poor people.

I'm democrat, so I must not believe in being responsible.

I'm from the south, so I must be white trash.

I take anti-deppressants, so I must be crazy.

I'm a man, so I only want to get into your pants.

I'm a woman, so I must think irrationally.

I'm Irish, so I must have a bad drinking problem.

I'm Indian, so I must own a 7-11.

I'm Native American, so I must dance around a fire screaming like a savage, or be apart of a gaming casino.

I don't live with my child, so I must be a dead beat dad.

I'm athletic, so I must be stupid.

I'm a prep, so I must eat and breathe Abercrombie and Fitch and Hollister.

I drink, so something must be wrong.

I'm a cheerleader, so I must be a whore.

I'm a punk, so I must do drugs.

I'm young, so I must be naive.

I'm rich, so I must be a nice guy.

I wear black, so I must be gothic.

I'm blonde, so anything that comes out my mouth shouldn't matter because I'm just a stupid ditz.

I'm white, so I must be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.

I'm pretty, so I must not be a virign.

I'm Colombian, so someone in my family must be a drug dealer

I'm Cuban,so I must be a good swimmer.

I'm Mexican, so I must have crossed the border.

I'm not a virgin , so I must be easy.

I don't like chicken, so I must not be black.

I fell in love with a married man, so I must be a home wreking whore.

I'm a teenage mom, so I must be an irresponsible slut.

I'm italian, so I must have a big nose.

My parents bought me a car, so I must be a spoiled brat.

I have straight A's, so I must be a boring person.

I'm really into my music, so I must be scene.

I like black boys, so I must be a fat blonde whore.

I dye my hair crazy colours, so I must be irresponsible.

I'm into theatre and art, so I must be a homosexual.

I'm a vegetarian, so I must be a crazy political activist.

I'm lonely, so I must just be looking to you for attention.

I have a bunch of guy friends, so I must be fucking them all.

I'm Muslim and i don't like corperate America, i MUST be a terrorist.

Im Russian, So I Must Not Like Anyone Outta My Race.

I'm German, so I must be a Nazi.

I'm a redneck, so I must have a dirty truck and cant spell.

I'm a goth, so I must worship satan and drink andimals' blood.

I'm black, so I must be ghetto or live their.

I'm white, so must not be able to dance.

I'm asian, so I must be really good at math.

I'm a lesbian, so I must wear flanell and be butch.

I'm hungry, so i must be fat.

I'm African so I must be BALD!

I'm Spanish so I must live in Langley PArk

I wear a wife-beater so I MUST beat my wife

I'm AFRIcan so i must smell like Fish

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 17:04:59 GMT

Guess who's going to Dane Cook's HBO taping in Boston? Jealous much?

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 05:58:02 GMT

i enjoy this icon

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 08:55:09 GMT

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 07:12:21 GMT

I'm happy right now

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 03:34:20 GMT

Your Eyes
As We Said Our Goodbyes
Can't Get Them Out Of My Mind
And I Find I Can't Hide (From)
Your Eyes
The Ones That Took Me By Surprise
The Night You Came Into My Life
Where There's Moonlight
I See Your Eyes

How'd I Let You Slip Away
When I'm Longing So To Hold You
Now I'd Die For One More Day
'Cause There's Something I Should
Have Told You
Yes There's Something I Should Have
Told You

When I Looked Into Your Eyes
Why Does Distance Make Us Wise?
You Were The Song All Along
And Before The Song Dies

I Should Tell You I Should Tell You
I Have Always Loved You
You Can See It In My Eyes

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 00:22:11 GMT

This made me laugh, its only somewhat funny if youve seen the shining
shining trailer

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 07:40:40 GMT

i watch too many movies

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 03:35:30 GMT

(x) Rocky Horror Picture show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Boondock Saints
( ) The Mexican
(x) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch (orig)
(x) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane
(x) The Princess Bride
(x) Young Frankenstien
(x) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Saw
(x) White Noise
(x)White Oleander
( ) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
( ) Jason X
(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Wedding
(x) Harry Potter
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
( ) Resident Evil I
(x) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
(x) The Village
(x)Donnie Darko
(x) Lilo & Stitch
(x) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
( ) Ghosts
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
(x) Thirteen going on 30
( ) I, Robot
( ) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
(x) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(x) Along Came A Spider
(x) Deep impact
( ) KingPin
( ) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
( ) Meet the Fockers
(x) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
( )Dumb & Dumberer
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Halloween
(x) The Ring
(x) The Ring 2
( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(x) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
(x) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
( ) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The whole TEN yards
(x) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
(x) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
(x) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
( ) Coach Carter
( ) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
(x) Joy Ride
( ) Seven
(x) Oceans Eleven
( ) Oceans Twelve
( ) Identity
( ) Lone Star
(x) Bedazzled
(x) Predator I
( ) Predator II
(x) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
(x) Children of the Corn
( ) My boss' daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
( ) Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x)She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) X-men
(x) X-2: X-Men United
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
( ) The Others
( ) the original Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of Fire
(x1) Cruel Intentions
( ) The Hot Chick
(x) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
(x) Old School
( ) Ray
(x) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(x)Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
( ) A Walk to Remember
( ) Boogeyman
( ) Hitch
( )The Fifth Element
(x) Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones
(x) Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
(x) Star Wars episode IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars episode VI Return of The Jedi...
( ) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
(x) Air Force One
( ) For Richer or Poorer
( ) Trainspotting
( ) People Under the Stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
(x) Sound of music
(x) Parent Trap 1
( )Parent Trap 2
( ) The Burbs
( ) The Terminator
(x) Empire Records
(x) SLC Punk
(x) Meet Joe Black
( ) American History X
(x) Clerks
( ) Be Cool
(69) Get Shorty

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 03:25:12 GMT

FOUR JOBS YOU'VE HAD IN YOUR LIFE
Arby's
Arby's
Arby's

FOUR MOVIES YOU COULD WATCH OVER AND OVER
Nightmare
hitchhikers
hocus pocus
village

FOUR PLACES YOU'VE LIVED
New York City
Summit, NJ
BH
Phoenix

FOUR TV SHOWS YOU LOVE TO WATCH (currently on-air)
Degrassi
Xplay
Ogrady
Home Movies

FOUR PLACES YOU'VE BEEN ON VACATION
Sedona
London
Paris
Hawaii

FOUR WEBSITES YOU VISIT DAILY
UAT Intranet
LJ
Moviefone
Gamefaqs

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE FOODS
Pizza
Eggs
Sushi
Chicken

FOUR PLACES YOU'D RATHER BE RIGHT NOW
NJ
London
Huntsville
Flag

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 03:16:50 GMT

1. You have $10 and need to buy stuff at a gas station; what do you buy?
gas

2. If you had to be reincarnated as some sort of sea dwelling creature, what would you be?
hermit crab

3. Who's your favorite redhead?
julianne moore

4. What do you order when you're at a pancake house?
pancakes

5. Do you own any... naughty toys?
yes

7. Describe your favorite pair of underwear.
halloween underwear

8. Describe the last time you were injured.
i burned myself yesterday

10. Are there any odd things that make you feel uncomfortable?
idk

11. Tell me a weird story from your high school years.
me and amy made jello jigglers before graduation but they melted during rehearsal

12. What is the wallpaper on your cell phone?
master shake

13. Soda?
diet coke

14. Flavor of pudding?
banana

15. What type of shirt are you wearing?
nintendo rehabilitation clinic

16. Prescription medication?
o yeah a bunch

17. If you could use only one form of transportation for the rest of your life, what would it be?
ford escape hybrid

20. What are you listening to right now?
amy's strange conversation with someone else

21. Most recent movie you watched?
aeon flux

22. Name 3 things you have on you at all times.
cell wallet pills

23. Would you rather give or receive a foot massage?
give

24. Name a teacher you had the hots for?
idk, i dont remember having the "hots" for any teacher

25. What is a saying that you use a lot?
you know what?

27. What is your favorite part of the chicken?
drumstick, theyre easier to eat

28. What's your favorite town?
actually summit, it was a nice town to live in, just without the people

29. How did you end your last relationship?
badly

30. What's the first word that comes to mind right now?
jello store

31. When was the last time you saw your mom in person?
when i was last home

32. What makes you feel like puking?
thought of beer

33. Who got you to join livejournal?
Liz

34. What did you have for dinner LAST NIGHT?
arbys chicken salad wrap

35. How long have you been at your current job?
forever

37. What's the last thing you said out loud?
loud

38. Look to your left, what do you see?
my good glass

39. What is the last thing/person you spent over $100 on?
plane ticket

40.Who's your favorite villain?
oogie boogie

41.Whats the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone?
i think i have a shirt of dans and maybe socks

42. Whats the last piece of clothing you bought?
hat

43. What phrase makes you laugh no matter where, when or how?
amy clearing her throat

44. What website do you visit the most during the day?
lj

45. Go into your text message log on your phone. who sent you the last text in your inbox?
tulay

46. What's one piece of advice that you think should be passed on to every child?
dont eat at arby's

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 01:33:54 GMT

oo i just found out that lj allows 6 icons now

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 15:46:05 GMT

create your own personalized map of the USA
or check out ourCalifornia travel guide

Stolen from Syulin's (sp?) myspace

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 00:19:53 GMT

Can you read this?

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ONLY REPOST IF YOU CAN READ THIS...

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 08:37:35 GMT